Am I a materialist dude ?

Well I still didn't succeeded in astral projection and even in doing a good lucid dream.
For the lucid dream, I already had, but not recently.
Of course I know I work too much theses days, and then I don't have the time to read on theses subject and to experiment.
I often sleep late and have to get up in the morning to go working.

And then I'm wondering why I'm working ?
Of course we have to work to earn money so that we can eat, sleep.
With this money we also go outside with friend, and take some good time.
This is materialist life.
Nothing is wrong with that, but I sometimes wondering why I do this.

I sometimes think I'm not materialist. This is not completely true.
But I do become every day less and less materialist.
Today I don't mind about my car, and my playstation 2. I was used to like them.
I was used to look for the fastest computer, but I don't mind about it now.
I still do care about having a computer, but even an old one will do the trick.

That may sound crazy for you, but I'm convinced that, not being materialist would be much more easier to astral travel. Not to mention that, the life of every day ( mainly my job ) don't let me play as much as I want on astral travel.

What I want, is to meditate on it for at least 1 year. After that I would return to my normal life.
But I won't do that. I can't.

I did a lucid dream

Yes, that was on previous night.
But ... my lucid dream was very very short ... maybe 30 seconds.

worse, I don't even remember my dream.
I just remember that I said.
"My lucid dream was not very interesting and too short"
Maybe I said that while I was still dreaming...

I have to be patient

I failed again : no lucid dream in my previous night.
No problem, I have to be patient :)

I think everyone has already experienced it at least 1 time. In my case, when I was a child, I often had such experience.

I hope the next night will be a success.
If I want to do out of body experience using dream, I have to do lucid dream more often.

Every morning, as today, I have to ask myself if I'm still in my dream.
This way, I will be used to ask myself this question, and I will probably do it when I will have a dream.

trying lucid dream

Ok, yesterday I failed ... I was too tired, so I fell asleep.

This time, because I may fall asleep again, and because tomorrow I have to go to work, I can't try my previous method.
I will try it next week.

So I will try an another thing : out of body experience from a dream.
The idea is simple.
I just have to sleep as I do every night, nothing more.
I will start to dream, and I will have to realize that I'm dreaming.
This is not easy, but because I often think of astral travel theses days, maybe I will remember it while dreaming.
If I can be conscious to dream, I will start lucid dream.
From a lucid dream, I read that we can start astral travel, but I think for this night experiencing lucid dream will be enough.

First day

Welcome to my blog.

My name is Abdel and I'm a french dude who believe in astral travel.
I have never experienced it yet, but I hope I will.

So in this blog I will describe all my attempt, and will inform you about result.

So today I didn't eat too much, I think I'm in good condition for an out of body experience, but I'm not sure if I will succeed in my first try.

To begin I will just lay in my bed, and I will try to not think at all.